mmm...cheese

this week has totally blow the only consolation is my books. my friends are acting funny towards me meaning I am being anoyiing or something but they dont want to tell me. I have to wait too damn long for the middle college rejection letter to come cause I totally suck and I just want to cry. at least i get to see a movie with mom tonight. life could not suck more and my self esteem is at anall-time low. if you would like to reach me i am the peron huddled up in the fetal position in the dumpster

have been thinking about what I want to do when I grow up. An option that I have redently tthought about is being a postal worker. They get good pension they have all gov. holidays off, and they pay you to work out a.k.a. you get to walk the fuckaround for a few hours. plus you get to drive those cool cars!!! That would be fuckin sweet!!! I doubt I will ever actually do that but it is cool to think about. :/

The olympics are one of the most inconvenient events ever to grace the earth. The good events are never on when you are watching so you end up watching curling or ice dancing ( ice dancing is a pansy way of figure skating equation: ice skating - jumps and cool stuff = ice dancing). It totally blows!!! I hate them and everything they stand for!!!!! I want to see hokey and snow boarding not ICE DANCEING!!!!!!! Also they postpone shows that I enjoy ( i.e. Scrubs). I wish that only ESPN showed the evnts and let the rest of us enjoy our regular television!!